Being a new teacher can be a struggle. There is so much knowledge that comes with experience, and I often feel the effects of lacking said knowledge. A couple of weeks ago, one of these areas was my reading groups. This probably sounds silly, but a huge portion of Kindergarten is dedicated to reading and writing. I was feeling super lost on how to conduct my small groups in class and how to help my kids learn these life-skills best. I wasn't confident in what I was doing, and this uncertainty would just throw off the rest of my day.
One night I was on the internet, trying to find ideas and talking to my roommate about how I was having a hard time. As I'm talking to her about this, a friend named Rebecca, who I met at training back in the States, messaged me and asked how things were going. Rebecca is also teaching overseas and was in Mali, Africa at the time. She reminded me that she had taught Kindergarten for 7 years and encouraged me to ask her for help on anything. I told her about my dilemma, and she ended up emailing me lots of pictures and ideas on things that she did with her kids. I felt incredibly blessed and I was so thankful for her help!
Well, a couple of weeks have gone by. I have been implementing Rebecca's ideas and our reading groups have been going great. But my favorite part of this story comes from 2 nights ago, when she emailed me to share her side of the story...
"You are welcome. I am glad that the ideas helped. Yes, it was totally God! That day...I was feeling a little low...(transitoning to the new culture, missing home,not working yet, bored, other missionaries were busy, I was on my own with not much to do, etc). I prayed that God would allow me to help someone and make an impact/difference that day. I asked Him to show me my purpose for that day. About 30 mins later I saw you were on FB and I felt God telling me to talk to you on FB. After I got done talking with you on FB, I realized that God was using me to help you. I was so thankful after that. It helped me to feel that I had a purpose that day. So, it was as much of a blessing for me as it was for you! That is how awesome our God is!!!!"I just love the way our God works. I knew that I had been blessed, but I never would have guessed that there was a whole other side to this story where the Lord was proving His faithfulness. God is constantly working, and I pray that you see His faithfulness... even in the little things. :)
"And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28